1.)  I probably wont move.  Decisions like that...as most of you well know...are merely based on here-say anger and frustration.  Nothing more.  I'd much like to move....but I'm not going to.  *shrug* 

2.)  As for you.  I totally blew things out of proportion from both sides of the enemy line.  I dont know you.  You dont know me.  I guess I just fell in love with the idea of being in love.  Somehow that seems to make a little more sense that what has been going through my mind lately.  I assumed way too much.  I had some imaginary world thought up in the back of my mind...and...I put you in the picture frame that was hanging on the wall.  I'm sorry??  I shouldnt have assumed.  I shouldnt have gotten my hopes up.  What else is there to say??  I still think of you constantly - somehow hoping that the sick twisted reality will smear its way into some kind of fantasy where everyone gets what they dream of and everyone lives happily ever after.  There are no heroes on white horses.  And there will never be a never-neverland. 

a rivalry goes so deep between me and this loss of sleep over you

Currently Listening Take This to Your Grave By Fall Out Boy Dead On Arrival see related

Its not that hard to listen.....       And it wasnt that hard to share.......

But what was the hardest part was when I had to sit around and see everyone with everyone else and I was off in the corner thinking of you, and in the corner of my mind I'll always know that your somone else's.  Why do I do this to myself?  Why.....

[[[[Yea.  Yea I'm gonna move.  Theres not a damn thing for me here.  The few things that couldve stopped me dont mean much to me anymore. I had a somewhat good time at the skating rink last night.  You were on my mind most of the night.  And you'll be there most of today.  So will he.  I cant stand a feeling of uncertainty....as most of you well know.  I just want to feel the way I did when I heard your voice for the first time....]]]]

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Currently Listening The Last Samurai see related

Anyone want my guitar??? 

$80 to the first person who wants it.